the life of a bare bear

im not to bright

  l well today was funny and not funny  the funny part was that Derek and i went to work an hour early . we set every clock but our alarm clock  i was on my way to work and didn't see to many cars then i looked down at my watch and started to cuss,  but Derek got all the way to work. turn on his PC then he was clued in . he a little blonder than me lol if he still had hair . the not so funny is that i had to get up for no reason

who am i

I AM -  A VERY MISS UNDERSTOOD PERSON

I WANT- TO FEEL A CONNECTION TO MY FAMILY.

I HAVE -SOMEONE IN MY LIFE THAT REALLY LOVES ME

I WISH- I COULD FLY

I HATE -FEELING HELPLESS

I MISS- MY DAD AND GRANDMA

I FEAR- DYING ALONE AND PEOPLE HATING ME

I HEAR-MY INNER CHILD SAYING PLAY PLAY PLAY

I WONDER-IF PEOPLE REALLY LIKE ME FOR ME OR WHAT I CAN DO FOR THEM .

I LOVE - GOD AND THE WONDERS HE HAS CREATED.

I ALWAYS -TRY TO BE NICE TO PEOPLE

I AM NOT ALWAYS -EASY TO GET ALONG WITH

I NEED - TO FEEL LOVED AND MADE LOVE TO (WINK)

I SHOULD - ALWAY  GIVE MORE THAN TAKE

I LIKE - MY CHURCH  AND LOVE MY CHURCH FAMILY

MY BUDDY

THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS  WE HAVE BEEN THROUGH A LOT TOGETHER AND MIKE IS STILL MY BEST GIRL  MIKE IF YOUR READING THIS LOVE YOU BABY AND BY THE WAY GUYS HE IS NOW SINGLE  AND A REAL GOOD FRIEND AND IF ANYONE IS INTRESTED I MAY LET YOU TALK TO HIM LOL LOL

Well derek and i had a really good time this halloween  spent time with our friends  derek had a little to much to drink and didnt attend church the next day, but its all good  i have enclosed some photos of some of my friends .http://maverickbear.typepad.com/photos/halloween06/  ON A PERSONAL NOTE  I WAS WATCHING THE HISTORY CHANNEL ABOUT THE WITCH TRIALS IN SALEM  AND IT IS REALLY SAD THAT IF YOU REALLY THINK ABOUT IT THINGS HAVE NOT REALLY CHANGED IN PEOPLE S  MINDS IN 400 YEARS. SOME TIME I FEEL LIKE IM BEING TARGETED  WITH A BIG RED BULLSEYE ON MY BACK . ITS GETTING BETTER , BUT NO WHERE  AS IT SHOULD BE IN MY EYES . ALL I REMEMBER IS  LOVE YOUR BROTHER AS YOU WOULD LOVE YOURSELF . IF YOU CANT SOMETHING NICE DONT SAY ANYTHING . WELL CHEERS HOPE EVERYONE HAS A GREAT HALLOWEEN

and thay say i cant sing ha ha

Download mikes_best_friend..wmv

video day 2

Download journalvideo102506.wmv  THIS IS FOR YOU PETE HOPE IT MAKES YOU SMILE

try new things

Download journalvideo102406.wmv

HATE BEING SICK

BEING SICK REALLY STINKS  I HATE FEELING UNDER THE WEATHER  AT LEAST I HAVE THE DAY OFF AND IM FEELING BETTER A LITTLE . I FOUND A DRINK THAT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER IS GATORAID  RAIN  IT IS AWESOME STUFF ANYONE WHO HATE GATOR LIKE I DID SHOULD TRY THIS STUFF WHEN THERE SICK  WELL THAT IT FOR KNOW  I HAVE ENCLOSE SOME PIC  OF THE NEWEST MEMBER TO MY FAMILY 

to my friends and family

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a time in my life

a time in my life  there will be more of this type of stuff i look forward to hearing from friends and new friends